That's my first time s

And the baby girl three older brothers two of them died last year I have one left and I'm the baby girl he had a stroke we almost lost him I didn't get to see my other two brothers before they died, okay I dyed myself three times in the last four years when was brought back God has a purpose for me 68 years old I live in Nevada. I also just a month ago lost my daughter's father he was found dead in the middle of the crosswalk. Of course my mom my dad my husband made 2016 he met all night so I lost him five years before I lost him.

Sometimes I pray at night but God to take me but I live in that independent home with eight others.

Last year I lost my doggie, Ginger. She was 13 years old deaf and blind and I was sick and would she of course just absorbed my pain. We adopted her for my husband for when I would go to do my volunteer work. I moved up to Ely Nevada for 2 years, and got her a kitten pure black his name is pepper, and he was her seeing eye 🐈 I can't have pets too so a friend of mine is taking care of him and now he's a big fat cat and he doesn't even know what happened to me. Of course every week I find out somebody I went to high school with passes away it's just too much sometimes. People tell you it gets easier with time it's not true we all know that it just gets different. I have 1 daughter, for grandchildren, and two great-grandchildren here that is why I moved to Vegas from California. My stepson died 4 years ago so on that side of the family I have my daughter-in-law, three grandsons, great grandson and two great granddaughters so I've got to get to California sometime but my car was repossessed when I was in the hospital and I lost everything my car was repossessed it's just been crazy the material things I love big deal they can be replaced that there were family photos like that. 

I'm so thankful that you all are here because you understand