@SummerOnTheWay1. Nicole, thanks for checking in on me. I know that I haven't posted or responded in a long time and I am sorry. I am going through a really rough patch right now. I am very depressed, angry and anxious all at once. There is just a lot going on with my family and my Mom. We had an appointment for her at the memory clinic and she didn't do well. We now have to go for an MRI of her brain. She has been diagnosed with mild dementia and other unknown cognitive disorders. My Mom is the only parent that I have left and I will always be there for her. My brother is retiring from the fire department and is probably moving to Florida as soon as possible so that he doesn't have to be responsible for anything to do with her but, he will quickly get back to get her money when God calls her home. It's sad to say that he has always wanted that upper class status. Maybe that's why he is on his fourth wife. I also want to thank everyone else who has messaged me and showing me all the love. FYI everyone, I am scheduled for surgery on April 19th of my right eye to remove a few benign masses on my lower eyelid. I have to go under general anesthesia because of my anxiety. There is no way that I can have someone coming towards my eyes with needles but, I want to get this done before my daughter's wedding. I will have a few stitches and apparently one h*ll of a black eye. It's funny though because my daughter is throwing a surprise BD party for her fiance on the 21st. He is turning 30. I told my mom that if I do have a black eye then I will tell everyone that Renee got tired of my crap and punched me, LOL.I will be back on very soon. Lots of love to you all. ❤️❤️❤️