Sorry
Good afternoon. I know that I haven't been posting or responding much lately but, I have read every email and messages. I am just in a bad head space right now. The 1st anniversary of my husband's death is the 23rd of this month. My family is at war and falling apart and I have no clue how to pay any of my bills this month. I just want to stop trying but, I know I can't because of my kids. I just feel like no one can understand the place that I am in right now. I'm the sole provider of an adult disabled son and I am barely able to take care of myself right now. I ask my daughter and she will help when it is convenient for her or, I have to go to her. I just feel that's really not fair. I understand that she has her own life but, I really don't ask her to do much. Am I wrong for feeling that way?