Help with grief

[TheresaF849375]

I lost my husband of 55 years April 2nd.  I’m lost, he was my everything.  We did everything together.

We have two great adult kids, 3 beautiful granddaughters and a 9 month old great grandson.

They have their lives, which is what we always wanted,…

I just need someone to chat with.  Tell them how wonderful he is,…share memories,…

‘Help me maybe get through another day without him…

[SummerOnTheWay1]

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[TheresaF849375]

Mister is a good size boy.  And I love socks….

[TheresaF849375]

Dalton is just worn out from his spa day…

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Well you left home TODAY Theresa @TheresaF849375 !!!  👍  GOOD for you getting out. Keep it up my friend.  💛

[TheresaF849375]

Is it bedtime?  I’ve done all the little things I could find to do, trying to just fill in the hours…

‘I hope you get good helpful info from your counselor.  I totally understand,…..❤️‍🩹

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Theresa @TheresaF849375 , how can I help right now my friend?  💛

YOU WROTE: 

I just need someone to chat with. Tell them how wonderful he is,…share memories,…

‘Help me maybe get through another day without him…

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Lol Theresa @TheresaF849375 , what is a bedtime dear friend. I had fallen asleep watching a show.  🤣😂  Thanks, May 27th seems faraway but soon it will be here. I donot want to become a pest  🙄,  so stop by when you need my ear.  💛  This way I am not taking you away from your life. Luv to Dalton  🐕  and (I forgot name  🐈).

[TheresaF849375]

good morning dear friend. I was worried, I hadn’t heard from you, so I scrolled thru all my messages, and Leo and behold, I hadn’t heard missed you.  A pest, never, I love chatting.  And you can always talk about things other than our grief. I know it’s always with us.  How’s your flu?  Are you starting to feel a bit better? My cats name is Circus, granddaughter use to laugh at her antics, walking on the back,of a chair, jumping up trying to catch a butterfly, so,Molly, our granddaughter would say she should be in the circus, so Circus she became.

when I let Dalton out tonite for his last trip, there seems to be a new star west of us, just over our barn, or maybe I’ve just noticed it, anyway, I think that’s Dans star, so I talk to it each nite.  Well it wasn’t shining tonite, and I was sad because he wasn’t there….just now, I know why, it was cloudy, the rain just started, I can hear it.  So, I’m glad I,still talked to him, asking if he was ok…gosh, do you do things too???’ Are we allowed to share more info, or isn’t it quite safe for us?  Can you share your first name, or will I just call you my Spring time friend?  I hope you are resting.  Isn’t your car appointment today?  I’m sorry I missed your chat, never think you bother me,…I’m more apt to drive you a bit silly….💕💔❤️‍🩹

[SummerOnTheWay1]

📎  Lol Theresa @TheresaF849375 , this site is a challenge to use & find posts dear friend!!! I am Nicole and use it on the site when I am NOT being lazy.  🙄  Thanks, yes feeling better. Car Appt is rescheduled to Monday at 8am. I am SO GLAD he has a star.  💛  Many of us notice "signs" from our luv ones = comfort for us. Mine is any "gentle" breeze in any tree I am near. A reminder that I am luved. Of course we can chat about anything. Any plans for later today?  🤔  Me, nope. I went to Dollar Tree yesterday as I have to use car at least every other day so battery stays charged. Lol, last year I kept AAA in biz and finally my mechanic figured out I was NOT driving enough. Yes, had become a full blown hermit.  😱  Tomorrow will be Food Lion. Circus, luv that name. I have NO idea how old Mister  🐈  is and TREASURE every morning he scratches my front door after being out ALL NIGHT. My little rebel.  💛

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➡️[*** Theresa wrote:

good morning dear friend. I was worried, I hadn’t heard from you, so I scrolled thru all my messages, and Leo and behold, I hadn’t heard missed you.  A pest, never, I love chatting.  And you can always talk about things other than our grief. I know it’s always with us.  How’s your flu?  Are you starting to feel a bit better? My cats name is Circus, granddaughter use to laugh at her antics, walking on the back,of a chair, jumping up trying to catch a butterfly, so,Molly, our granddaughter would say she should be in the circus, so Circus she became.

when I let Dalton out tonite for his last trip, there seems to be a new star west of us, just over our barn, or maybe I’ve just noticed it, anyway, I think that’s Dans star, so I talk to it each nite.  Well it wasn’t shining tonite, and I was sad because he wasn’t there….just now, I know why, it was cloudy, the rain just started, I can hear it.  So, I’m glad I,still talked to him, asking if he was ok…gosh, do you do things too???’ Are we allowed to share more info, or isn’t it quite safe for us?  Can you share your first name, or will I just call you my Spring time friend?  I hope you are resting.  Isn’t your car appointment today?  I’m sorry I missed your chat, never think you bother me,…I’m more apt to drive you a bit silly….💕💔❤️‍🩹 ***]

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[TheresaF849375]

[SummerOnTheWay1]

📎  I agree Theresa @TheresaF849375  💛

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[SummerOnTheWay1]

📎  Theresa @TheresaF849375 , how are YOU today/tonight?  💛

[TheresaF849375]

Hi Nicole.  I don’t feel well, went to Immediate Care, got an antibiotic and a cough prescription, guess it’s the crud everyone has.  So just sitting here, yawning, and sneezing and blowing my nose.  But I’m ok, it’s just a bug.

how are you?  It’s the weekend.  Any big plans?  

Well, think I’ll go make a cup of tea and relax.

ill check back.  Hope you and Mister are having a good day.😊😊🌸

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Oh NO Theresa @TheresaF849375 !!! Feel better my friend.  💛

Nope, laying low until I see how much my car is going to cost me.  🙄

Does Circus  🐈  sleep ALL DAY? Lol, Mister  🐈  does & IF I dare to "disturb" him I get the Death Stare.  🤣😂

Hey Dalton!!!  🐕

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➡️[*** Theresa wrote: Hi Nicole.  I don’t feel well, went to Immediate Care, got an antibiotic and a cough prescription, guess it’s the crud everyone has.  So just sitting here, yawning, and sneezing and blowing my nose.  But I’m ok, it’s just a bug.

how are you?  It’s the weekend.  Any big plans?  

Well, think I’ll go make a cup of tea and relax.

ill check back.  Hope you and Mister are having a good day.😊😊🌸  ***]

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[SummerOnTheWay1]

😴  Theresa @TheresaF849375 , try to get some sleep & hope you feel better SOON my friend. Nicole  🤗🤗🤗

[TheresaF849375]

Hi my much needed friend…such a bad day, again.

I think it’s my physical feeling bad really dragging me down to a dark place….

I guess I’ll see if I can sleep.

please talk to me, don’t let me make everything about me….i need to be here for you too…💔❤️‍🩹💕💕🌸🌸🌸

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Theresa @TheresaF849375 , you are NOT feeling well & just lost him dear friend. What you are feeling is NORMAL.  💛  As you know I have my 1st Counseling Session set up for May 27th. GRATEFUL Medicare pays. Hmmm, NO pressure - maybe this may work for you? My depression hit me this year with missing my daughter. It has been 5 years of TRYING to make it back to Florida. And "snuggle" with  Circus  🐈  and Dalton  🐕.  Mister  🐈  gave me some MUCH NEEDED attention today. Lol, now he is out ALL NIGHT probably stalking the chipmunks, poor babies. Luv, Nicole  🤗🤗🤗

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➡️[*** Theresa wrote: Hi my much needed friend…such a bad day, again.

I think it’s my physical feeling bad really dragging me down to a dark place….

I guess I’ll see if I can sleep.

please talk to me, don’t let me make everything about me….i need to be here for you too…💔❤️‍🩹💕💕🌸🌸🌸  ***]

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[SummerOnTheWay1]

👋  Good morning my friend Theresa @TheresaF849375 !!! Any plans for today?  💛

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Theresa @TheresaF849375 , are the meds helping? I HOPE so!!! Geez, here you are missing the "luv" of your life - now this.  😤  Sending you - Dalton  🐕  & Circus  🐈  LOTS OF HUGS from me & Mister  🐈. Feel BETTER my friend. Luv, Nicole  🤗🤗🤗

[TheresaF849375]

How’d your car appt go?  Gosh I hope nothing real costly….How was your day?????💔🌸

[TheresaF849375]

Hi dear friend.  Was wondering, are we the only two chatting, am I that lucky to find such a good friend in you…thank you.  I’m watching house hunters.  Love these people looking for homes, but can’t compromise.  Do you ever wonder how long their marriage lasts if they can’t share a closet???  Anyway, thank you for being here with me.  How was your day?  Did you go out and do anything fun?  Was your weather nice?  Well, I think I’ll go sort more pictures and papers …have a wonderful evening, and night…

[TheresaF849375]

I don’t feel like going on,…just so tired.  I know it’s just the physical and mental part.

I’ll be ok.  How are you today?  Is Mister out surveying his neighborhood?  Do you suppose he goes to another house and pretends to be lost?  He sounds like quite the rascal…💔🌸

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Theresa @TheresaF849375 , I am SO SORRY for your loss dear friend!!!  ‌😭‌

I am HERE - talk to me.  ‌💛‌

Luv,

Nicole  🤗🤗🤗  (Grief Forum)

➡️[*** THERESA wrote: I lost my husband of 55 years April 2nd.  I’m lost, he was my everything.  We did everything together.

We have two great adult kids, 3 beautiful granddaughters and a 9 month old great grandson.

They have their lives, which is what we always wanted,…

I just need someone to chat with.  Tell them how wonderful he is,…share memories,…

‘Help me maybe get through another day without him… ***]

[TheresaF849375]

Hi,,,,just sitting here,…I did go to see my new Dr today, she was so sweet.  Have you noticed, the doctors are young enough to be our grandchildren.  Maybe that’s why she was so good with me and my life.  She is referring me to a counselor that works with widows.  She asked me if I was talking to anyone, and I mentioned you, that we chatted and she liked that if we couldn’t sleep, chances were that we were both up to chat.  Thank you for that, and she thought it was really good.

So the light went off, well, that’s good…guess I’ll go see if Dalton wants to make his last trip outside,…have a good restful evening….💔🌼

[TheresaF849375]

Boy, just seems like I blink and days are gone, yet seems like just yesterday I lost him.

I’m sorry, I am not a very good friend.

Can’t put words together.  I am sorry.  Please don’t give up on me.  Mister Mister wants to stay friends with Circus and Dalton….

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Theresa @TheresaF849375 , you are dealing with ALOT right now dear friend.  💛

And NO, I am NOT giving up on you.

Oh YES, Mister  🐈  is totally excited to have Dalton  🐕  & Circus  🐈  as friends.

I am ALWAYS here when you need to chat.

Luv,

Nicole  🤗🤗🤗  (Grief Forum)

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➡️[*** Theresa wrote:

Boy, just seems like I blink and days are gone, yet seems like just yesterday I lost him.

I’m sorry, I am not a very good friend.

Can’t put words together.  I am sorry.  Please don’t give up on me.  Mister Mister wants to stay friends with Circus and Dalton…. ***]

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[TheresaF849375]

Hi Nicole, went to bed and now back up. Just so very tired.  My granddaughter and our daughter both had their birthdays last week.  I know they are both missing Dan.  So many firsts.

I did get referrals from my new Dr for counseling, I wrote the names down but haven’t researched to see if any one of them will fit my needs.  Does that make sense?  

Well, I just wanted to check on you.  Is your car still running ok?  I hope so.  I’ll chat later.  I really am still having difficulty with finding our last conversation, sorry, my brain is still foggy.  Talk Soon, Theresa💔🐈‍⬛

[SummerOnTheWay1]

Theresa @TheresaF849375 , are you still taking meds? I hope they are helping!!!

Did you do anything today/tonight?

Hey Dalton  🐕  & Circus  🐈,  I know you are keeping an eye on mom.  

Luv,

Nicole  🤗🤗🤗  (Grief Forum)

[TheresaF849375]

I’m not sure what I’m doing.  I think I responded to an old chat.  How’d your car appt go??  I hope it wasn’t anything too costly.  
How was the rest of your day?  Nothing much here.  Was sunny, and warmed up a bit.  Hope you had a good day…and restful evening.  Well, I guess it’s tomorrow….haveva good Tuesday.  💔💔💕💕💕

[SummerOnTheWay1]

[Sunday 4/26/26]

Dear Patricia @patricias112317 , I am thinking about YOU.

How are you doing TODAY?

Luv,

Nicole  🤗🤗🤗  (Grief Forum)

➡️[*** PATRICIA @patricias112317 wrote:
Dear Theresa

so very sorry for your loss. I have lost my entire immediate family sister, twin, mother is missing person since 1975 and a father who was never that. Unresolved grief has not allowed the hole in my heart to heal. I am hear to listen as the silence of not being able to let these feelings out is deafening!