Good that you found out, before you were there another 17 years, usually when companies have been affiliates for a long number of years, they are already aware of certain practices. And it is always, always about the money. But every year check out ...

Carolyn, forget about all the things you don't have, children grandchildren, and give thanks for what is working in your life at this time.  Start learning how to do new things, sewing, watercolor, crocheting, swimming, bird watching, growing Herbs f...