@EugeneM424289 I read your post with tears in my eyes. This is a very painful time for you.
There is no timeline for mourning such a loss.
Have you read AARP's Coping With Loss — One Step at a Time?
Also, I think contacting local AARP group might be helpful putting you in touch with others for discussions, advice and just comradery.
I hope you find ways to move forward. I know you miss her more than anything but she would want you to continue forward, I think...
hth
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