thank you. I read your reply several times and was also thinking a journal would help. I can 't give his stuff away because it feels like he is being erased.  My life up until the time I met my husband wasn't good and then he came into my life. We kn...

I lost my husband 3 months ago. He died suddenly in our front yard. I wonder if he was looking for me or calling for me when he died. The grief I feel is especially hard at night. I miss him holding my hand, kissing me goodnight, having coffee togeth...