I recently joined AARP, I'm 52 W/F/S, I am on disability which I was not happy with. I loved to work at home and at work. I have 4 Grandchildren,2 Daughters and 2 Brothers. I have not seen my Grandkids for 4+ year's, there mother's have put me through the wringer and after my own Mom passed away, I got so upset I finally got my voice to tell them the truth about their lives, so I got disowned and they're expecting me to appalogise to them, they'll never understand the pain they have put me through and telling me how to live my life. My brothers are the same way, so I don't have any family members who are close anymore. I am alone and taking it day by day.