Always around Christmas Time, it seems to creep up on me, it was such a hard time when my sister died, my Dad got sent away on a military assignment all in the same year. That Christmas was very sad.
As, I grew up, I think I blocked it out of my mind until I think about it today and when Christmas comes around.
So, I put on the best songs that I love- Grandma got ran over by a reindeer and it makes me laugh again. When, I see all my children and grandchildren laughing and smiling, it sends warmness into my heart and heal those memories of long ago. I do Qigong exercise to get out that negative energy out and bring in the new energy, from the Universe to the roots of my feet.
Its all about spreading White Light, Love and Compassion which makes my Christmas more enjoyable!