I lost my mom on feb. 14,2016. And I miss her so very much.I still can not believe that she is gone. I always jump when the phone rings on a Tuesday to see if we are going to go shopping but no phone calls from her.
Your grief is so fresh, it will take you a long time to adjust. It never gets easy but it does get easier. I lost my younger brother on 02/13/13 and it was the worst thing I've ever been through. Even now I could cry my eyes out thinking about him - I miss him so much. Of all my siblings he was the closest one to me. I'm very sorry for your loss and just remember that all your feelings are normal. Months from now, even years from now, it will still hurt but it does get better. After awhile the pain won't be so acute. Just know you are not alone. Patti