Hi Dan, I’m sorry for your loss. I have been a
widow since August of 2018. I think of and miss
him every single day. I’m going to offer you my
perspective as I’m still grieving over two years
later. Grieving is a very personal experience but
honestly it’s only been a matter of months for
you. You have to give yourself time to heal
before you can enter into a new relationship,
let alone finding another soulmate.
I get where you’re coming from but you would
not be happy in a new relationship so early.
Despite the restrictions of Covid, which stink,
you need to find a way to connect with other
human beings. Keep trying to find a grief group
that works for you. You may want to talk with
your Doctor about maybe starting an
antidepressant also. There also are a bunch
of books about living life as a Widower on
Amazon. I suggest you get one. I was given
”Widow to widow” and it has helped me so
much. I hope you understand I’m not being
judgemental, just trying to help you. I truly
know how you feel. I wish you good luck on
your unexpected journey. Kathy 🙏